Wednesday, August 5, 2009

It's time to Overcome

Hey guys,
Wondering why it's time to overcome? WAHAHAH!!! BECAUSE! I just had a short fling on the internet. And the guy played the fool with my feelings so it's time to get over and overcome it! WOOHOOO!! *claps*
As my best friend says, "Guys are idiots. They have to prove that statement wrong for you to remove that title from them." A wise saying.
*yawn* I've been up from 5:00 am after the last text message. ^^;
I couldn't sleep even though I slept late. Lame right? I know! hee!

But on the brighter side of the rainbow, my communication lesson. It's sort of like an english lesson. It's called CMSK? I think? heh! hahahah! For my presentation i got..... 31/35! yay!
Though i'm quite disappointed cause I felt i could have done better. sigh.... ^^ 31marks out of 35! Wooo hooo!! sadly.... the parts of the marking scheme of which i lost marks at were like.... Quality of Visual Aids.... Quality of attention getters and Persuasive strategies.... XD though on the Brighter sie...... I got full marks for Verbal delivery, Confidence and enthusiasm... Grooming and demeanour. hahhaha! I don't think you expected the last part! The teacher thinks I'm tactful in answer questions. Yeah man! I'm gooooooood! *grins

i think i'm ranting hahaha! trying to take my mind off the breakup. But like arghh.. hahhaa.... Girls think with their heart and guys think with their heads, or nothing at all? hahahaha. Fits doesn't it! I mean... pardon me ranting. But I will not say, think or feel that he has cheated my feelings in any way. Cause I think I'm partly to blame. But since this was an internet relationship, you can't be sure if he was true to the words he said. But if it was a lie that he loved me. Then God would know wouldn't He. In addition, God said that it is not for us to punish those we think need to be punish but in his own time he will do what needs to be done. Also another verse goes. Do unto others what you want others to do to you.
I gave the relationship all I've got but if it was a lie then do be it. But I tell you this.... He probably failed English badly even though he's an American. heh! I'm telling you the truth! He spelt what was supposed to be 'HERE' as 'NEAR'... mmm... that's like miles apart i tell you.... ..

Anyway! I'm so not looking forward for the next few weeks cause I have projects submissions... Exams.... Lab tests... ( as in K+ tests and Business intelligence tests) *groans.... I HATE K+ >.< it's so confusing....Then to do K+ we have to use another program called Reuters Traders Asia..... From thomson reuters. I can't believe my school has top notch facilities.... Did they steal it?! ^^ hahaha I'M KIDDING! *grins widely* It was sonspored .... a ... i can't spell the word... XD Forgive me I have Mild dislexia. When i say mild i mean MILD! XD It affects me when I was learning chinese..... I would learn the chinese character but forget the meaning or remember the meaning and forget the character or forget how to pronouce it... Arghhhh.... I still remember when i was learning a chinese word in class... Then one of my friends talked to me and when I turned back to pronouce the word to the teacher I forgot how to say it and instead I said foul things in chinese without knowing it... i thought it was correct! XD the teacher was like horrified at me. Her expression was priceless... Hahahah! How did complaining about my financial subjects lead to chinese?!
I better get back to sleeeeeeep... I have fundementals of investment tutorial today.. I'm so dreading it...
Signing off
Colt =P