It's was a revelation

*cries * Today as i was looking through my crush's photos... In one of the photos I saw my pretty secondary school friend holding onto his hand. I was like.. NOOO!! as i looked through more of his photos. I spotted her regularly around him... Could i be thinking too much? after a well i didn't she her in his photos but i saw many pictures of him and other girls close together. Then I had a revelation.... perhaps he is like a playboy perhaps? I don't know... But I think i should dig a hole and bury the feelings forever hahaha.. Cause his religion is different from mine and i'm very keen on having a boyfriend whose religion is the same as mine